I used to be a bully...?

-Well there's was a girl me and my friends didn't like, and so I started making fun of her online and I was saying mean stuff about her. Eventually the school found out something happened so I said I did it and I got in trouble. I could have got suspended if I hadn't told them I did it. But I recently saw the movie Cyberbully and I saw what could have happened to the girl I bullied. I feel terrible and guilty. Is there any kind of online support groups where I could express how I feel etc.? Please, I really feel bad and I do things to myself -which I will not further explain- just because I feel like I should be ashamed of myself. I sometimes hate going to school and then having to see that girl and her friends. Because many people thing bad things about her but them and I do not know what kind of person she really is. So is there any support groups for Cyberbullies or something like that?There is a support group and it's called a church. You should go there and pray to the lord.Well, ive been in your position, and hers. i would start by saying your sorry and explain why you said those things. but i don't know what to do from there.
No one would make a support group for bullies! They destroy many people, they make our life harder and miserable, and because of them many students don't want to go to school. However, you have changed and I really, really appreciate the fact that you have become a better person. Hopefully, some day you will find inner peace and forgiveness. Yes, it is easy to forgive others,but it is most difficult to forgive yourself. This is the reason for you feeling miserable. My advice for you is to change and become a much better person. Try to say sorry to that girl not by words but by attitude.
My answer, is to forgive. It takes time, but hopefully you can forgive yourself and in time that very person who you bullied will forgive you as well. I'm not going to sit here and talk crap and tell you how very bad it is to bully people, also considering that I was bullied as well, but a great thing is that you actually realized how painful and hurtful it is to the other person and yourself. I know I have no say in this, but I really hope you end self harming yourself. You watched cyber bullies am I right? Well did you see how horrible Taylor Hillridge (Emily Osment) was treated? That happens everyday, and I'm devoted to stop those bullies in their tracks. Anyways, Taylor (Emily) was on the verge of doing something very stupid, but instead got caught by her friend and mom. If you really are sorry, be the bigger person and apologize. If you keep it in, you may never be able to look that person in the eyes again. I really don't know of any cyber bully site but I really do think that you should tell a friend or a councilor! Trust me, I really didn't believe in them, but once I started opening up that very same councilor became a friend to me when I needed advice. The first step is to forgive yourself and move on. Good luck (;