I'm worried that no one will write me a recommendation letter for college.?

-In high school I had problems with the teachers because I never turned in homework because I was depressed and always procrastinated. I was also really shy and never talked or participated and I didn't know any of the teachers well. I had social anxiety and a poor image and didn't come to school looking very presentable and I always had body odor.



Now I know that I will have to ask for recommendation letters pretty soon and I just don't know what to do! I don't know who to ask and I can't think of anyone who would want to write me one. I am ashamed to ask. Is there anything I can do like can I get a letter from someone else not school related or could I get a job and get my boss to write them for me? Please help, this is causing me a lot of stress!